confused ,

i've never been in love before ,
or i dont think so .
from when i was borne to present ,
they're all crushes that ended with a
not so happy ending .

the truth ?
not happy at all .

i've heard love is complicated,
painful,
wonderful,
magical.
i have never experience it,
so i have a lot of questions.

why love
when its so complicated and painful ?

do you give up everything ,
just for love ?

can you ?

do you still love,
when they change their appearance?

do you love because of their
inside or outside ?
truly .

i hope
with all my heart
that i will understand
love's
real meaning
one day .






im still waiting for my prince charming .
will i stop?
probably.
there is a great chance that ill never meet him.
but since there is still hope,

i tried not to give up.