d.o.w.n.h.i.l.l.

recently,

i have been crying more than often .

not like crying about my life ,

but crying during sad moments in animes,

or sad moments in the book .

usually ,

i wont cry this easily ,

but now,

i do .

its like i cried so hard at one part ,

but other people didnt even think it was sad .

thats weird isnt it ?

my theory was ,

is probably related to

how my life is going

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right now .

maybe all my stress

is being relieved through crying .

but what is funny is that ,

i dont cry like other people .

i dont cry in my sleep or in a shower .

i cry about sad moments in a fantasy world.

why?

why?

why?

why?

why is luck not coming my way ?

why is 2011 the same as 2010 ?