Dear Sally ,

if you can read this ,

fine .

have u ever considered about what our friendship had gone to ?

i was this close to say lets not be friends anymore .

you were seriously pissing me off .

its too tiring , and i dont want to deal with it anymore .

you will never guess how hard it was for me to talk to you .

i have to measure my every sentence , every word before it comes out of my mouth .

im too scared to hurt you .

you take things too seriously .

i just realized , true friends are not like this .

they joke around with eachother ,

they swear at eachother ,

and they understands those actions are just friendly ones .

you didnt. 

remember i said once that i dont trust you anymore ?

i said it jokingly ,

you took it seriously .

there are other times ,

in the texts,

that i wanted to just swear at you .

again ,

i was scared to hurt you .

our friendship was walking on a thin line ,

i know .

but you were pissing me off so badly ,

i think im going to do it soon enough .

another thing that totally creep me off AND piss me off is ,

you stalk my fb profile every day .

i know a lot of friends does that ,

but you creep me off because you dont do anything ,

you basically just became a stalker ,

and trying to see what my daily life is .

you are trying to take my life and integrated into yours .

you can't intrude into my life ,

and i can't intrude into yours.

no wonder thats how you get thing

about my friends saying ily to me .

chill , 

gosh .

i didnt DID NOT think those 3 words from you is unimportant,

is just that it feels like you said it so passionately ,

while i know all my friends said it as in a friendship way.

but in your passionate way ,

you made me feel like youre a les.

and im serious ,

you probably is a little bisexual,

if you kept stalking my profile .

one more thing,

for some reason,

your sorries ,

just piss me off more .

i dont feel your apologies in them .

and apologizing is not something you should do right now .

thats basically it ,

and i hope you can come to realize that ,

friends arent forever .

the only person that will be with you all the time ,

is you .

trust yourself ,

believe in yourself ,

dont lose yourself .

and everyone have their own lives. 

you dont have the worst life in the whole universe .