where am i ?

i was this close to give up all together.
i was this close to throw it at you .
i was this close to yell at you .
i was this close to never talk to you .
i was this close to break into tears .

i was this close to fall apart .

but i held it all together .

piece by piece .

stored it in my heart .

should i have not stored it ?
what will happen ?

maybe is better if i didnt store it .

today,
more than ever ,
i cant seem to find my place in this world .